When I was younger I was never the girl that played makeup
as a kid. I Probably didn’t really get my first lip gloss till about 12 , and of
course it was only clear (boring I know. ) See my mom , was more conservative
when I was a kid , I wasn’t allowed to wear color nail polish , color lipstick
or makeup. I used to be so annoyed that she wouldn’t let me buy red lipstick. I
felt like I was the only girl that had these restrictions back then. Now that I
am older, and I look back on that time period I realize that those things were
not that big of a deal. I also am glad that I did not wear makeup back then, I didn’t
really start wearing makeup till about 3 years ago. Now I know everything there
is to know about makeup and can easily spend hours watching YouTube makeup tutorials,
and recreating makeup looks I see on Instagram (im quite obsessed with makeup
now ). Not only can makeup be expensive but as a pre-teen and teenager there
was no point of it , and not having it did not make me feel less pretty.
I have to admit when I was younger , peoples opinions and society's image of beauty did have affects on me. In middle and high school I used to be insecure about my height , weight (being too skinny ) . Now those things don't affect me at all , and I am comfortable with the skin im in. The amount of insecurities may have decreased since I was a teenager , but that comes with growth and just accepting more of who I am now.

Till next time .......